Tuesday, December 14, 2010


I've been meaning to write a post about my girls and how much I love them and how much they love each other. That will have to wait for another day.

I just learned that my Grandpa's cancer is back. He has a spot on his lung and his neck. We felt the spot on his neck at Thanksgiving and just hoped it was an infection.

I guess the chemo is a one-time thing; so he can't do that again. He just finished a round of radiation for a spot near his stomach, and that took so much out of him. But radiation is what they're talking about doing again.

I'm scared. I don't want to lose my Grandpa.

He just called me this past weekend and left a voicemail saying how good he felt, that he hadn't felt this good in 2 years. Hearing that made my heart soar.

And now this. I feel like the rug has been pulled out from under me.